Perhaps reading this reply at 9am wasn't a good idea :( it made me very sad.
in retro spec- i'm ok. Just heart broken. This post was during one my breaking points :(
I can't say i forget Bronxe is sick... that's a HUGE part of my daily life.. thinking of him being sick. But i love him and enjoy him.
Don't be worried about me... i have a wonderful Fiancee, 2 other beautiful naked babies, 5 awesome flat faced bullies, and 3 human children to keep me busy! :) (ok, i'm just a few "animals" short of a zoo!) But he IS my love. and i'm beyond sad about loosing him.
I dont always go on these rampages of crying and b****ing, but it helped me work through the anger :)
Thanks for the concern. i'm ok, just super super sad.

I think about you everyday. Your love for Bronxe is so pure. It is a fine example of unconditional love. But I'm worried about you. Dying often brings sadness, and it is very hard to keep that sadness from consuming your heart and keeping you from seeing love and joy. You have mentioned a very special bond between you and Bronxe. That is no mistake or random fluke. He is here in you life to give you a gift; a chance for personal growth. Talk to him about how you feel. His cat soul will hear you.